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<a href="http://spare-parts.blogspot.ca/2016/02/lent-introduction.html">Yesterday,</a> I shared a little bit about Lent. About the history of it and a bit of the why behind it. By practicing Lent for the 40 days before Easter through prayer, giving or fasting, we humble ourselves, recognize and repent from our sin and acknowledge that we need Jesus. We look forward to Easter, the cross, and celebrate that Jesus paid it all. </div>
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No matter how you decide to practice it, <b>Lent is about giving something up.</b> Time. Food. Finance. Our own way. Its not even so much about what you give up but that you give something up. Giving up something is not common practice in our culture. We want more and are encouraged to go after it - More time. More money. Bigger houses - so giving up something, even for forty days, is counter cultural but there’s something that happens inside us when we willingly give something up, or at least modify what we’re doing, no matter how important it might be,<b> in order to</b> <b>enter more intentionally into discipleship, prayer, self-examination and repentance. </b></div>
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One of the authors I’ve been reading lately put it this way: “<i>When we give up something in order to focus on Jesus and get low to see Him in our proper place, we gain a a pure and reverent awe of Him.” </i></div>
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You see, <b>we actually gain when we give up.</b> We find mercy and grace and hope for the eternal. Jesus meets us there. And that’s where we find ourselves at Lent. <b>The opportunity to give up something in order to gain a clearer view of the resurrection. </b></div>
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Ash Wednesday is this coming Wednesday. Will you consider giving up something in this season? </div>
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Will you try an electronic fast? Give up TV or Facebook, email or texting for one day a week (or the whole of lent) and choose to read and pray instead? </div>
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Start a rhythm of prayer. Each day pick someone or something to pray for. </div>
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Go deeper into the Bible. Pick a book or chapter of scripture to study every day. </div>
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Forgive someone who doesn’t deserve it. Maybe even yourself. </div>
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Create a daily quiet time. Perhaps you will spend 10 minutes a day in silence and prayer. </div>
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Cultivate a life of gratitude and encouragement. Write someone a note of thanks or encouragement every day of lent. And give it to them </div>
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Participate in a lent photo a day practice and pray each day with your camera in hand. Capture those daily gifts of his presence that you might otherwise miss. </div>
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Volunteer one hour of more each week with a local shelter, tutoring program, nursing home, etc. </div>
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Pray for others you see as you walk or drive to and from classes or work. Turn the radio off while you drive and reclaim that time for Jesus. </div>
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Give up soft drinks, fast food, tea or coffee. Fast from something. </div>
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Now, there’s something interesting about practicing a fast during lent. Has anyone done the math? Feb 10- March 27 is actually 46 days….so how do we get 40 days for Lent? We’re actually going to take out the 6 Sundays. </div>
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Historically, Christians wouldn’t fast on Sundays. In fact, they weren’t allowed to fast on Sundays. Because Sundays are a little Easter and always a time to FEAST! The Bridegroom is here! Christ is Risen! Even during Lent, Sundays remind us <b>that the darkness will not last forever and Jesus is victorious! </b>This is why Sunday celebrations are so important.</div>
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So Sundays become like <b>a little tease, a taste of what is to come</b> when Lent is over and we are free to enjoy whatever it is we are fasting from, when we get to celebrate. Sundays are like little Easters and those 6 Sundays during Lent serve to increase the anticipation for the one to come.</div>
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Giving up something and denying our own will for a period of time to replace it with the ways of Heaven is the point. So, if you take up a practice of say solitude or prayer or study for Lent, you may want to keep it up through the Sundays. It will be 46 days - great! - but if you fast, it is encouraged to break fast on Sundays and enjoy a bit of celebration.</div>
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Whatever way you choose to practice Lent, I am hopefully trusting that Jesus will meet you. </div>
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A while back, I read a book on prayer by Micha Barton. This is how she describes her encounter with practicing Lent. </div>
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<i>“In the candlelit chapel, I ran my mind through what I could release those forty days of Lent. What did I depend on most in my small, book-filled student life? Coffee. I took the ashes and gave up coffee. </i></div>
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<i>Every morning during those six cold weeks of February and March, while the snow piled outside, I brushed the frozen white from the car windows so I could make it on time to teach my eight o’clock freshman writing seminar. And each morning as I entered my day without coffee, I thought of Easter. I longed for Easter the way I realized I should have always longed for Easter. Resurrection is true, and it is happening, I would whisper to myself, as if the cosmic salvation from Christ were occurring all over again, right then, in some realm and time outside my own. I was going to be rescued from my spiritual failure and loneliness. I was going to drink coffee. “ </i></div>
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<i>“I invite you, therefore, in the name of the Church, </i></div>
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<i>to the observance of a holy Lent, </i></div>
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<i>by self-examination and repentance; </i></div>
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<i>by prayer, fasting and self-denial; </i></div>
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<i>and by reading and meditating on God’s holy Word. </i></div>
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<i>And, to make a right beginning of repentance, </i></div>
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<i>and as a mark of our mortal nature, </i></div>
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<i>let us now kneel before the Lord, </i></div>
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<i>our maker and redeemer.” </i></div>
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<i>Amen.</i></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "\22 helvetica\22 "; font-size: xx-small;">*This post has been informed, in idea and sometime in wording, by the resources found </span><a href="http://spare-parts.blogspot.ca/2016/02/lent-resources.html" style="font-family: '"helvetica"';">in here. </a></div>
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">This Wednesday is Ash Wednesday. The beginning of Lent. But what is the season of Lent? Why should we practice it? What does it mean? </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">The church I grew up in wasn’t one that celebrated Lent. When I went to Bible college, Lent
wasn’t really spoken of either outside of Church History class. It’s only as I’ve gone out on my
own, reading, connecting with people from different communities of faith, and exploring different
disciplines and church practices that Lent has really even been in my vocabulary. My first
encounters with it, really, were people around me giving up stuff for lent. Usually food....coffee,
chocolate, candy. For some it was things like Facebook or TV. Admittedly, my reaction was “its
probably better for everyone around me if I don’t give up chocolate or coffee.” As is the case
with most church practices, I’m learning though, that its rooted in much more meaning and
depth.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">We don’t do this as formally as some churches do but, traditionally, the church calendar is split
into seasons. Advent. Christmas. Lent. Easter. These seasons, when followed, make up an
interesting rhythm of reflection, anticipation and celebration.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">We talked about advent as a season of waiting, longing even, as we anticipate the birth of
Christ. Then Christmas comes and we celebrate. The past few years, I have practiced advent
more intentionally and have been amazed at the difference that it has made through the season.
It has helped me find focus through all the busy and stress of the season. I’ve found that it has
helped me to find joy in the Christmas season and actually be able to celebrate, in spite of some
of the stuff of life, when Christmas does arrive.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Lent is much the same. Lent is a season of the Christian Year where Christians focus on <b>simple
living, prayer, and fasting</b> in order to grow closer to God and refocus towards our Easter
celebration. Through these acts and the perspective they bring, we create a sense of longing for the resurrection. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">It's the forty days before Easter, beginning with Ash Wednesday. This year it's from February 10
(Ash Wednesday) to March 27 (Easter), 2016.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt; font-weight: 700;">Ash Wednesday is </span><span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">the seventh Wednesday before Easter Sunday and the first day of the
Season of Lent. Its name comes from the ancient practice of placing ashes on worshippers’
heads or foreheads as a sign of humility before God, a symbol of mourning and sorrow at the
death that sin brings into the world.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">In Jewish and Christian history, ashes are a sign of mortality and repentance. Mortality, because
when we die, our bodies eventually decompose and we become dust/dirt/ash. Repentance,
because long ago, when people felt remorse for something they did, they would put ashes on
their head and wear "sackcloth" (scratchy clothing) to remind them that sin is uncomfortable and
leads to a sort of death of the spirit. This was their way of confessing their sins and asking for
forgiveness.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">At an Ash Wednesday service, the people are invited to come forward to receive the ashes. The
minister will make a small cross on your forehead by smudging the ashes. While the ashes
remind us of our mortality and sin, the cross reminds us of Jesus' resurrection (life after death)
and forgiveness. It's a powerful, non-verbal reminder that we can experience God's forgiveness
and renewal as we return to Jesus.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">This begins the 40 days of reflection, redirection and return to the ways of Jesus that make up Lent. Why 40? The
number 40 is connected with many biblical events, but especially with the forty days Jesus
spent in the wilderness. At Jesus' baptism the sky split open, the Spirit of God, which looked like
a dove, descended and landed on Jesus, and a voice from heaven said, "This is my Son, My
Beloved, with whom I am pleased." Afterward, as told in Matthew 4:1-11, Jesus was sent into
the wilderness by the Spirit. Where he fasted and prayed for 40 days. During his time there he
was tempted by Satan and found clarity and strength to resist temptation. Afterwards, he was
ready to begin his ministry. Like Jesus, we may need to take some serious time to pray and
listen for God.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">As we approach the season of lent this year, are you searching for something more? Tired of
running in circles, but not really living life with direction, purpose or passion? It's pretty easy to
get caught up in the drama of classes, relationships, family, and work. Our lives are filled with
distractions that take us away from living a life with Christ. Its so easy to fill our time with stuff, to get focused on what we want and on doing things our own way. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Lent is a great time to “repent” -- to return to God and re-focus our lives to be more in line with
Jesus. It’s a 40 day trial run in changing your lifestyle and letting God change your heart.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Lent has traditionally been marked by repentant prayer, fasting, and almsgiving (giving).
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way to fast. You can fast by cutting out some of the things in your life that distract you from
God. Some Christians use the whole 40 days to fast from coffee, tv, soft drinks, or meat as a
way to purify their bodies and lives. You might skip one meal a day and use that time to pray
instead. Or you can give up some </span><span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt; font-style: oblique;">activity </span><span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">like worry or reality tv to spend time outside enjoying
God’s creation. What do you need to let go of or “fast” from in order to focus on God? What
clutters your calendar and life? How can you simplify your life in terms of what you eat or do?
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt; font-weight: 700;">Giving</span><span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">: Some Christians take something on </span><span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt; font-style: oblique;">for </span><span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Christ. You can collect food for the needy,
volunteer once a week to tutor children, or work for reform and justice in your community. You
can commit to help a different stranger, co-worker or friend every day of Lent. Serving others is
one way we serve God.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Some people find ways to combine the two. For example, if you choose to give up your morning
cup of coffee, it frees up a certain amount of money which could then be given to serve the
Kingdom.
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create music or art as a prayer to God, or savor a time of quiet listening. All can be ways of
becoming more in tune with what He is saying to you and who He is in the world.
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: 11.000000pt;">Whatever you might choose, the journey through Lent is a way to places ourselves before God
humbled, realizing that there’s nothing we can do to earn salvation. It is a way to confess our
total inadequacy before God, to strip ourselves bare of all illusions of righteousness, to come
before God just as we are. It helps us see our need of Jesus and prepare our hearts for the
celebration of Easter, when Jesus paid it all. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica";"><span style="font-size: 11pt;">These "works" themselves aren't </span><span style="font-size: 15px;">life changing but putting ourselves in a posture where we can meet Jesus is. By practicing Lent, as Christians have done throughout history,</span><span style="font-size: 11pt;"> we can each take a small step in orienting our lifestyles more
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<span style="font-family: "helvetica"; font-size: xx-small;">*This post has been informed, in idea and sometime in wording, by the resources found <a href="http://spare-parts.blogspot.ca/2016/02/lent-resources.html">in here. </a></span></div>
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Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-52820178300672307682016-02-08T15:14:00.001-07:002016-02-08T15:14:08.188-07:00Lent ResourcesI've recently done some reading and writing about the season and practice of Lent. I'm going to share what I've discovered but would be remiss not to give credit where credit is due. Many of the ideas and phrasing that I shared came from the following resources:<br />
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Why Practicing Lent is Crazy. <a href="http://www.relevantmagazine.com/god/deeper-walk/features/28361-why-practicing-lent-is-crazy">http://www.relevantmagazine.com/god/deeper-walk/features/28361-why-practicing-lent-is-crazy</a></div>
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Ann Voskamp (plus free Easter devotional) <a href="http://www.aholyexperience.com/2013/02/why-doing-lent-this-year-is-what-you-really-need-and-a-free-family-lent-easter-devotional/">http://www.aholyexperience.com/2013/02/why-doing-lent-this-year-is-what-you-really-need-and-a-free-family-lent-easter-devotional/</a></div>
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Ruth Haley Barton <a href="https://www.transformingcenter.org/2015/02/practicing-lent-ash-wednesday-way-entering/">https://www.transformingcenter.org/2015/02/practicing-lent-ash-wednesday-way-entering/</a></div>
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Ruth Haley Barton <a href="https://www.transformingcenter.org/2012/02/2721/">https://www.transformingcenter.org/2012/02/2721/</a></div>
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Lent: Give up, Get low, Gain Christ <a href="http://lifelivedbeautifully.com/blog/lent-give-get-low-gain-christ" style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;">http://lifelivedbeautifully.com/blog/lent-give-get-low-gain-christ</a></div>
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Danial Bearman - What to do about Sundays <a href="http://www.daniel-bearman.com/2015/02/12/let-us-keep-the-fast-what-to-do-about-sundays-during-lent/" style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;">http://www.daniel-bearman.com/2015/02/12/let-us-keep-the-fast-what-to-do-about-sundays-during-lent/</a></div>
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The Gospel Coalition ebook: <a href="http://blogs.thegospelcoalition.org/tgc/files/2013/02/Journey-to-the-Cross.pdf">http://blogs.thegospelcoalition.org/tgc/files/2013/02/Journey-to-the-Cross.pdf</a></div>
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40 ideas for lent - Rachel Held Evans (from 2015) <a href="http://rachelheldevans.com/blog/40-ideas-for-lent-2015" style="-webkit-text-stroke-width: initial;">http://rachelheldevans.com/blog/40-ideas-for-lent-2015</a></div>
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Lent 101: The Upper Room <a href="http://www.upperroom.org/lent101">http://www.upperroom.org/lent101</a></div>
Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-68692119692805756762016-02-02T15:44:00.001-07:002016-02-02T15:44:11.623-07:00Benjamin 10 MonthsI don't know about snips and snails and puppy dog tails, but I do know that this little boy is made of pure energy. He is 10 months of equal parts fun and disaster and we love him for it.<br />
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<br />Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-83624278513215918832016-01-12T11:00:00.001-07:002016-01-12T11:00:41.396-07:00Drink from the Well<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Sometimes life leaves you weary. Finances are tough. Family dynamics are difficult. Purpose is hard to find. The clock is ticking down on maternity leave and there are no sure answers as to how to make the next stage of work...work. Sleep is hard to come by. Another relative passes away and, even if its a blessed reprieve from sickness and dementia, its still sad and final. You just don't feel...enough. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And then you read this: </span><br />
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<span class="text John-4-7-John-4-8" id="en-MSG-11223" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>A woman, a Samaritan, came to draw water. Jesus said, “Would you give me a drink of water?” (His disciples had gone to the village to buy food for lunch.)</i></span></span></div>
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<span class="text John-4-10" id="en-MSG-11225" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Jesus answered, “If you knew the generosity of God and who I am, you would be asking <span style="box-sizing: border-box;">me</span> for a drink, and I would give you fresh, living water.”</i></span></span></div>
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<span class="text John-4-13-John-4-14" id="en-MSG-11227" style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; box-sizing: border-box;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>Jesus said, “Everyone who drinks this water will get thirsty again and again. Anyone who drinks the water I give will never thirst—not ever. The water I give will be an artesian spring within, gushing fountains of endless life.”</i></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">"<i>Will never thirst again - not ever.</i>"</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">And your soul reads these words and sighs, yes, please. Every longing for peace, for answers, for satisfaction, finds rest in these words. Jesus is enough. Yes, He is. But what does that look like? How does this <i>artesian spring within, gushing fountains of endless life, </i>practically impact these hard, dry spots of life? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I don't have a lot of answers. I know what it does NOT mean. I know we're not called to be a doormat to the circumstances of life, broken, battered and weak. I don't believe that we're called to a blind peace, ignorant of the difficulties of life. Isn't that what the holiday season just passed reminded us of? Jesus in the mess? Jesus, as a baby, flesh and blood and helplessness, born in a messy, dirty manger, raised in a normal family, not as a king, and sacrificed himself on a wooden cross as a criminal. He acknowledged the mess. He lived it. He dove headlong right into it and found humanity at its worst. He came near to us so we could come near to Him. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I know that to be truth. Capital 'T' Truth. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But I don't have answers today. All I have today is hope that comes from knowing that Jesus cares about the messy bits. He hasn't forgotten. He has answers. He is enough. </span></div>
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Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-37869188313164970392016-01-12T10:30:00.003-07:002016-01-12T10:30:45.572-07:00Benjamin - 9 MonthsI don't know why I didn't think to share these here sooner. I've been taking these fun photos every month. Some months have definitely been easier than others. I'm starting to think that I'm going to need a second pair of hands for the next month!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">There are a LOT of shots that look like this. He is SO busy these days. Who has time to sit still for a photo? </td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">And even cheer. We get lots of practice watching hockey. </td></tr>
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">We're convinced he's going to be walking in no time...and we're afraid. </td></tr>
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<br />Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-65023475166003197502016-01-05T22:38:00.000-07:002016-01-05T22:39:17.942-07:00One word: Peace<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height: normal;">I don't do New Year's resolutions. Which is actually a little strange since I love goal setting (and goal reaching) and tangible accomplishments. Sometimes I think I make lists just to be able to check things off. But new year's resolutions? Nope. I do, however participate in some good, old fashioned reflection. Like what were the highlights? Things to be thankful for? Things to look forward to in the new year? I also, if you remember way back, have entered into the practice of choosing <a href="http://aliedwards.com/one-little-word">one little word</a> to frame the year with as a part of the <a href="http://oneword365.com/">oneword365</a> movement. </span><br style="line-height: normal;" /><br style="line-height: normal;" /><span style="line-height: normal;">It might sound silly, but this practice has become really important to me. As one year closes, I begin to prayerfully seek what idea or word God would have me define the new year by. Just like naming has always been something I believe holds great significance, this too has seemed almost prophetic, often more in hindsight, but, as the adage goes, hindsight is 20/20.</span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">As 2014 rolled to a close, I began to seek His leading for my 2015 word. And I waited. Nothing really resonated with me. January 1 rolled around and I had nothing. The goal setter in me was appalled that I had "missed the deadline" because obviously if its for the year it needs to be chosen right away, right? This is how it is with me. And then it came. A couple days into the year. A year later and I still remember the moment. I was driving home from work after another long night shift, dropping down into the valley, eyeing up the stars and a big, bright moon and pondering what God had in store and it hit me. He wants me to move forward. </span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Forward.</span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">All of the words that I had chosen in years prior were important and good and powerful but they all had a sense of "in spite of" and looking back over my shoulder, still holding onto the past junk in one way or another. For 2015 God wanted more for me. He wanted me to move forward. The year before had been a year of <a href="http://spare-parts.blogspot.ca/2014/11/on-being-renewed.html">renewal</a> in many ways. Healing me. Putting me back together. Now it was time to take that which had been renewed and move forward. The things about moving forward is that there's no room for looking back. Live today and look ahead, but not back. </span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There were some pretty natural areas of moving forward in our life this year. Like a baby. Benjamin David. Becoming a mom has changed everything - so cliche, I know - and made me look at a lot of things in new ways, impacting things I didn't expect it to or, at least in ways I didn't anticipate. Faith. Fear. My marriage. My understanding of who I am. </span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">We, my sweet husband and I, have dug deeper into church community and life. So many of the people there have become friends who are like family to us. It has been a delight to grow these relationships not only for ourselves but also for Ben who is loved and cared for by so many. It does my momma heart good to know that there are so many people invested in how this little man grows and who will love him well in this life. My involvement in the "doing" of church has increased too and, to my pleasant surprise, has been so rewarding. I have had the privilege of leading worship again and if I have seen forward movement in anything personal, this might be one of the biggest areas. My comfort and confidence in this area have been increased over and over. I am so thankful for great people to work with and be supported by. I'm thankful for the ways that leading has pushed me deeper into the word and into who I am in Christ. I've jumped into a few other areas too and it has been good to flex the muscles of gifts long unused. I'm ever thankful for the opportunities that have been presented to me, the people who believe that I have something to offer and the ways that my stumbling faithfulness can be an offering to those around me. </span></span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDNcC4DEUXAyRqoT5-Z23CEpmCmtTocTzUeqGZM75haL26mpJBKaBatiBbOcL7w3oZm1MRSViL1-cvIw3Qjk22RjtbJbCefx3QWWKU4LeHsSZleIVj1kNgg6CEtvjsat5cOaVWLA/s1600/FullSizeRender.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" height="310" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiDNcC4DEUXAyRqoT5-Z23CEpmCmtTocTzUeqGZM75haL26mpJBKaBatiBbOcL7w3oZm1MRSViL1-cvIw3Qjk22RjtbJbCefx3QWWKU4LeHsSZleIVj1kNgg6CEtvjsat5cOaVWLA/s320/FullSizeRender.jpg" width="320" /></a><span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There are other areas of life where movement came with fear and trembling, drama and challenge and having that one little word to cling to, especially on those sleep deprived, emotional roller coaster type days, was, and is, critical. Days where you just have to know that moving forward doesn't have to be in leaps and bounds but can be baby steps. Two steps forward, one step back, is still one step further ahead than you were before. Its still progress. </span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Sometimes moving forward is difficult, grace required work. </span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Lysa Terkeurst says it this way, "There's this beautiful thing called imperfect progress...slow steps of progress wrapped in grace." Those words describe our 2015 well. </span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Coming out of 2015, I just feel tired. Like Ezekiel talking about dry bones requiring the breath of God to bring life. How do you keep moving forward when you feel like there's nothing left? Like dry bones rattling around the desert? Like you've given everything you've had and the tanks are just plain old empty? </span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And then I found this: </span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"I just feel so empty inside...i don't know how God can use me in the new year when I feel so depleted by the old one." Maybe you've been there before - too haggard to hope, too wary to wish, too exhausted to anticipate. </span></i></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: normal;"><i><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Maybe you're there right now, toes tired from the journey, your heart feeling bankrupt by the barrage of life. </span></i></span><br />
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<i><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But if you've limped into the new year with muted hope and a poured-out soul, I've got good news for you. Our emptiness doesn't disqualify us from Christ's extravagance. Our weariness doesn't exempt us from His wonder." (Alicia Bruxvoort)</span></i><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There's a certain, steady truth to that. His wonder. His extravagance. I truly felt like I was limping through December but one thing that brought me great joy was deliberately walking through advent and experiencing the wonder and mystery of God came down as man. Jesus drawing near to us so we could draw near to Him. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Which brings me to my new word. It started brewing during advent. Thinking about Jesus as the Prince of Peace and the bringer of peace that passes understanding. He promises peace regardless of circumstance. He promises peace to the weary and worn out. He promises peace to me. Its no small thing that accepting this as a word for my year has seemed difficult. A gift so willingly given but so hard to accept. </span><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Choosing to "learn" peace seems a little dangerous, a little like praying for patience and yet its what I know my heart is longing for and surest way to care for my soul in a way that's God honouring. So "peace" it is.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Where do I begin? Jesus gives the starting point in John 16: " <span style="background-color: white;">I’ve told you all this so that trusting me, you will be unshakable and assured, deeply at </span><b style="box-sizing: border-box;">peace</b><span style="background-color: white;">. In this godless world you will continue to experience difficulties. But take heart! I’ve conquered the world.”</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">Trust. Take heart. This is where I start 2016. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">As a part of this whole learning, one of things that I know I can practically do is take care of me. I am not good at self care. I did my meyers briggs personality assessment and it confirmed that my one of my biggest strengths is also one of my biggest faults; to consider the well being of others - emotionally and otherwise - to the the exclusion and even detriment of myself. Its true. I will let the things I need slide to make sure others have what they need. I will just "power through." Years ago (yes, years, and I'm), a friend told me that sometimes you have to be selfish in order to be able to be selfless. Jesus practiced this well and often. If he needed to take time to refuel, refocus and be with the Father, then it stands to reason that I must too. I'm not sure what all of this will look like for me. I need to find those things that fill me up - physically, emotionally and spiritually - and do them. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 23.999998092651367px;">So I know that I said back in June that I was back and going to get to writing again and here we are, several months later, with only a post or two to my credit. </span></span><br />
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtofRGt_mKa3eDxkb9vVCkJzLw8ZEFcAL02je0jn1y1z9VmSCT9rMfco6B_SvQETlCPHgADneWeBB6TxuWiLnWd9N5xoccsFsb5wxlHikpwnDVH8p45-PPs8XH3b6y2PYY7TUFyw/s1600/IMG_6528.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtofRGt_mKa3eDxkb9vVCkJzLw8ZEFcAL02je0jn1y1z9VmSCT9rMfco6B_SvQETlCPHgADneWeBB6TxuWiLnWd9N5xoccsFsb5wxlHikpwnDVH8p45-PPs8XH3b6y2PYY7TUFyw/s320/IMG_6528.JPG" width="320" /></a><span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 23.999998092651367px;">The first, and clearly one of the biggest, things that has changed our world was the birth of our son, Benjamin, back in March. He sure is something. I know it sounds cliche but I can't believe how instantly I fell head over heels in love with him. It truly has been love at first sight. Obviously not without its challenges and incredibly tired and stretching moments but, my goodness, is this little man a gift. I want to write out his birth story one day soon as his arrival certainly didn't go as planned but he's here, happy and healthy and learning new things every day. I'm sure that I'll find time to share some of his shenanigans as we go along. Right now Daddy aptly describes him as a roomba. He's not crawling yet but he sure has figured out how to roam a room! So now my days are consumed by frequency and color of "gifts" left in diapers, feeding and sleep schedules, how to encourage and engage an infant, what and when to start solid foods and how to create an environment to inspire faith in one of God's smallest. Such a change from pool chemistry and city wide programming, and, you know what? I love it. I feel like being momma is exactly, EXACTLY, what I'm supposed to be doing right now. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 23.999998092651367px;">And then there's his big sisters. Life with them has been an eb and flow similar to that of the ocean. Sometimes peaceful tides rolling in and out and sometimes crashing waves. There have been big changes in that regard too. As of last October, the older Miss has been with us full time and together we all survived grade 12! How crazy is that?! She graduated last May, finished classes and wrote the last exams of her high school career in June and is now figuring out how to navigate the working world. Just when we thought we had things settled into routine, the younger Miss decided that she, too, was wanting to make her full time home with us. I wish I could communicate the answer to prayer that this has been, specifically as we prayed for truth to find its home in our family and for hearts to be softened. She has entered into family life with us with a whole lot of energy and spark and loves on her little brother like nobody's business. Just when we thought we were done with high school, here we go again as she enters grade 10. We are excited for her to branch into some new things as far as classes, to make new friends at school and to find her way in our home. </span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 23.999998092651367px;">Its crazy to think that last August, there were two of us living in our little home and now there's five. We sure are glad we finished the basement now and doubled our square footage. We're using every inch. Every. Single. Inch. I can't say it's been all sunshine and roses. There is so much adjustment and compromise and every ounce of my patience and every last strand of hope has been used up some days. Remember that ocean I mentioned? Some days I feel like I'm drowning in it. Being a step mom is hard, you guys!! Honestly so hard. There are days where it is lonely and I feel like I am lost in the bigness of it all. There are so many stories and habits and histories that I am not a part of and it makes it hard to feel like I'm a part of what's going on moving forward. Like I'm a little bit on the outside looking in and my house is not my home. </span></span><span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 23.999998092651367px;">Does that make sense? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px; line-height: 23.999998092651367px;">My husband, one of his best friend's and my dad finished our basement just in the nick of time. Mere weeks before Ben was born, the carpet went in. Phew. Its great and I'm so proud of my sweet husband for all the time, effort and going beyond what he knew to learn and create for us and so thankful for all the helping hands that made it possible. Its necessary space for us. Now to figure out how to get my library incorporated into it....</span></span></div>
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Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-56737524529788086962015-09-15T12:12:00.001-06:002015-09-15T12:12:16.091-06:00Learning to Wait: John OrtbergI didn't write this one but I read it this morning and it hit home. A full on home run, knocked my current state out of the park type read.<br />
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<tr><td style="padding: 10px 0px;" valign="top"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="line-height: 23.9999980926514px;"><b>Learning to Wait</b></span></span><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;">by John Ortberg, from </span></span><em style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;"><a href="http://links.zondervancorporation.mkt4728.com/ctt?kn=17&ms=NDk1NDQ1ODMS1&r=MTM3NTA0NjM5OTI1S0&b=0&j=NzYxOTczMTg5S0&mt=1&rt=0" name="booktitle_3" target="_blank">If You Want to Walk on Water, You've Got to Get Out of the Boat</a></em><br /><br /><a href="http://links.zondervancorporation.mkt4728.com/ctt?kn=15&ms=NDk1NDQ1ODMS1&r=MTM3NTA0NjM5OTI1S0&b=0&j=NzYxOTczMTg5S0&mt=1&rt=0" name="author" target="_blank"><img alt="Meet John Ortberg" border="0" height="125" src="http://contentz.mkt4728.com/ra/2015/42368/09/49544583/John-Ortberg-circle.png" title="Meet John Ortberg" width="125" /></a></td></tr>
<tr><td style="padding: 10px 0px; vertical-align: top;"><img alt="What God does in us while we wait is as important as what it is we are waiting for" border="0" height="300" src="http://contentz.mkt4728.com/ra/2015/42368/09/49544583/learning-to-wait-well-400x400.jpg" title="What God does in us while we wait is as important as what it is we are waiting for" width="300" /><br /><em></em><br /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;"><em>When they got into the boat, the wind ceased.</em> — Matthew 14:32<br /><br /><em>Waiting is the hardest work of hope.</em> ~ Lewis Smedes<br /><br />Waiting patiently is not a strong suit in American society.<br /><br />A woman’s car stalls in traffic. She looks in vain under the hood to identify the cause, while the driver behind her leans relentlessly on his horn. Finally she has had enough. She walks back to his car and offers sweetly, “I don’t know what the matter is with my car. But if you want to go look under the hood, I’ll be glad to stay here and honk for you.”<br /><br />We are not a patient people. We tend to be in a horn-honking, microwaving, Fed-Ex mailing, fast-food eating, express-lane shopping hurry. People don’t like to wait in traffic, on the phone, in the store, or at the post office.<br /><br />Robert Levine, in a wonderful book called <em>A Geography of Time</em>, suggests the creation of a new unit of time called the honko-second — “the time between when the light changes and the person behind you honks his horn.” He claims it is the smallest measure of time known to science.<br /><br />Most of us do not like waiting very much, so we like the fact that Matthew shows Jesus to be the Lord of urgent action. Three times in just a few sentences Matthew uses the word <em>immediately</em> — always of Jesus: Jesus made the disciples get into a boat and go on ahead of Him “immediately.” When the disciples thought they were seeing a ghost and cried out in fear, Jesus answered them “immediately.” When Peter began to sink and cried out for help, Jesus “immediately” reached out his hand and caught him.<br /><br />Jesus’ actions are swift, discerning, and decisive. He doesn’t waste a honko-second. And yet, this is also a story about waiting. Matthew tells us that Jesus comes to the disciples “during the fourth watch of the night.”<br /><br />The Romans divided the night into four shifts: 6:00–9:00; 9:00-midnight; midnight–3:00; and 3:00–6:00. So Jesus came to the disciples sometime after 3 o’clock. But they had been in the boat since before sundown the previous day. Why the long delay? If I were one of the disciples, I think I would prefer Jesus to show up at the same time or even slightly ahead of the storm. I’d like Him there in a honko-second.<br /><br />But Matthew has good reasons for noting the time. A. E. J. Rawlinson notes that early Christians suffering their own storm of persecution may have taken great comfort in this delay:<br /><br /><em>Faint hearts may even have begun to wonder whether the Lord Himself had not abandoned them to their fate, or to doubt the reality of Christ. They are to learn from this story that they are not forsaken, that the Lord watches over them unseen… [that] the Living One, Master of wind and waves, will surely come quickly for their salvation, even though it be in the “fourth watch of the night.”</em><br /><br />Matthew wanted his readers to learn to wait.<br /><br />Another moment of waiting involves Peter’s decision to leave the boat. He cannot do this on the strength of his own impulse; he must ask Jesus’ permission first, then wait for an answer — for the light to turn green. I wonder if another type of waiting was involved for Peter. What do you suppose his very first steps on the water looked like? I expect that Jesus was an accomplished water-walker. But for Peter, I wonder if there wasn’t a learning curve involved. Maybe, like the Bill Murray character in the movie <em>What About Bob?</em>, he had to start with baby steps.<br /><br />Learning to walk always requires patience.<br /><br />It was not until the whole episode was over that the disciples got what they wanted — “the wind died down.” Why couldn’t Jesus have made the wind die down “immediately” — as soon as He saw the disciples’ fear? It would have made Peter’s walk easier. But apparently Jesus felt they would gain something by waiting.<br /><br />Consider the activity that Peter and the other disciples had to engage in right up to the very end: waiting.<br /><br />Let’s say you decide to get out of the boat. You trust God. You take a step of faith — you courageously choose to leave a comfortable job to devote yourself to God’s calling; you will use a gift you believe God has given you even though you are scared to death; you will take relational risks even though you hate rejection; you will go back to school even though people tell you it makes no sense financially; you decide to trust God and get out of the boat. What happens next?<br /><br />Well, maybe you will experience a tremendous, nonstop rush of excitement. Maybe there will be an immediate confirmation of your decision — circumstances will click, every risk will pay off, your efforts will be crowned with success, your spiritual life will thrive, your faith will double, and your friends will marvel, all in the space of a honko-second. Maybe. But not always. For good reasons, God does not always move at our frantic pace. We are too often double espresso followers of a decaf Sovereign.<br /><br />Some forms of waiting — on expressways and in doctor’s offices — are fairly trivial in the overall scheme of things. But there are more serious and difficult kinds of waiting:</span><br />
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<li><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;">The waiting of Nelson Mandela as he sits in a prison cell for twenty-seven years and wonders if he will ever be free or if his country will ever know justice</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;">The waiting of someone who longs to have work that is meaningful and significant and yet cannot seem to find it</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;">The waiting of a deeply depressed person for a morning when she will wake up wanting to live</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;">The waiting of a child who feels awkward and clumsy and longs for the day when he gets picked first on the playground</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;">The waiting of persons of color for the day when everyone’s children will be judged “not by the color of their skin but by the content of their character”</span></li>
<li><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;">The waiting of an elderly senior citizen in a nursing home — alone, seriously ill, just waiting to die<span style="line-height: 23.9999980926514px;"></span></span></li>
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;">Every one of us, at some junctures of our lives, will have to learn to wait.<br /><br />Waiting may be the hardest single thing we are called to do. So it is frustrating when we turn to the Bible and find that God Himself, who is all-powerful and all-wise, keeps saying to his people, <em>Wait.</em><br /><br /><em>Be still before the LORD, and wait patiently for Him… Wait for the LORD, and keep to His way, and He will exalt you to inherit the land.</em><br /><br />God comes to Abraham when he is seventy-five and tells him he is going to be a father, the ancestor of a great nation. How long was it before that promise was fulfilled? Twenty-four years. Abraham had to wait.<br /><br />God told the Israelites that they would leave their slavery in Egypt and become a nation. But the people had to wait four hundred years.<br /><br />God told Moses he would lead the people to the Promised Land. But they had to wait forty years in the wilderness.<br /><br />In the Bible, waiting is so closely associated with faith that sometimes the two words are used interchangeably. The great promise of the Old Testament was that a Messiah would come. But Israel had to wait — generation after generation, century after century. And when the Messiah came, He was recognized only by those who had their eyes fixed on his coming — like Simeon. He was an old man who “was righteous and devout. He was waiting for the consolation of Israel, and the Holy Spirit was upon him.”<br /><br />But even the arrival of Jesus did not mean that the waiting was over. Jesus lived, taught, was crucified, was resurrected, and was about to ascend when His friends asked Him, “Lord, will you restore the kingdom now?” That is, “Can we stop waiting?”<br /><br />And Jesus had one more command:<br /><br /><em>Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the gift my Father promised.</em><br /><br />And the Holy Spirit came — but that still did not mean that the time of waiting was over.<br /><br />Paul wrote,<br /><br /><em>We ourselves, who have the first fruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly while we wait for adoption, the redemption of our bodies. For in hope we were saved. Now hope that is seen is not hope. For who hopes for what is seen? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience.</em><br /><br />Forty-three times in the Old Testament alone, the people are commanded,<br /><br />Wait. Wait on the LORD.<br /><br />The last words in the Bible are about waiting:<br /><br /><em>The one who testifies to these things says, ‘Surely I am coming soon.’</em><br /><br />It may not seem like it, but in light of eternity, it is soon. Hang on. “Amen. Come, Lord Jesus!” All right, we’ll hang on. But come! We’re waiting for You.<br /><br />Why? Why does God make us wait? If He can do anything, why doesn’t He bring us relief and help and answers now?<br /><br />At least in part, to paraphrase Ben Patterson, <strong>what God does in us while we wait is as important as what it is we are waiting for.</strong></span><br />
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<span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 24px;">Excerpted with permission </span><em style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 17px; line-height: 24px;"><a href="http://links.zondervancorporation.mkt4728.com/ctt?kn=4&ms=NDk1NDQ1ODMS1&r=MTM3NTA0NjM5OTI1S0&b=0&j=NzYxOTczMTg5S0&mt=1&rt=0" name="booktitle_5_1" target="_blank">If You Want to Walk on Water, You've Got to Get Out of the Boat</a></em><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 17px; line-height: 23.9999980926514px;"> by John Ortberg, copyright Zondervan. </span></span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 17px; line-height: 24px;"><span style="font-size: 24px;"></span></span></span><br /><br />
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Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-90236119807245311842015-07-15T19:48:00.000-06:002015-07-15T19:48:24.075-06:00Love you, GrandmaGrief is a funny thing. Sometimes it rolls over you like waves. Sometimes it hits hard and fast like a cold bucket of water tossed and splashed around. Sometimes its nearly silent, the tide rolling out and in again. Sometimes its shared, like you're all in the boat together, and sometimes its isolating, like you're out on a life raft, waiting out the storm, until help comes along.<br />
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I don't know why it's been this week specifically, but I've been missing my Grandma. She passed away in March, just 10 days before my baby boy was born. She was so excited to meet him and loved him him from the minute she knew he was coming. Makes me sad to think that she missed holding his sweet hands and seeing his ridiculously big grin. He would have loved her like I do, I'm sure. I would have enjoyed calling her and sharing stories or asking for her advice. She was always so full of wisdom. I miss my grandma.<br />
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Because I was so close to my due date when she passed away, we made the decision to not go to her funeral. It was the wise decision. She would have kicked my bottom if she knew that I'd traveled at that point in my pregnancy. She really would have.<br />
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While I wasn't able to be there, I was able to write down some thoughts that were shared at her funeral. Dad had asked for a paragraph. I went a little bit over. It's how it goes. How do you sum up one of your favourite people in the world in just one paragraph? You don't. That's all there is to it. You don't.<br />
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This week, missing her again, still, I reread what I wrote and thought that perhaps I could share it here. Maybe by sharing her in this way, she'll feel a little closer today.<br />
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<span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>I wish so much that we could have been there today to celebrate Grandma with you all but I know, too, the scolding I would have gotten from her if we did anything to risk the life of the little one we’re waiting for so this will have to do. <u></u><u></u></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>I know that at 35, I’m probably lucky to have had my Grandma in my life as long as I have and yet still it doesn’t seem like long enough. Just a little bit longer. Just a few days more. One more hug. One more phone call. The chance for her to meet the baby we’ve both prayed for. One more “I love you.” Still, I know it would never be enough. I’m so thankful she’s at Jesus’ side – she’s probably up to some mischief there – but I sure do miss her here. <u></u><u></u></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>As I was sitting last night and crocheting for our little one, I began making a mental list of all the ways that Grandma is with me still. Things that she taught me and ways that she has shaped me. <u></u><u></u></i></span></div>
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<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Perogies taste better when boiled with garlic. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>If you find the right spot for a plant, you really don’t have to have a green thumb.<u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Sometimes equal doesn’t mean fair but equal is important too. What you do for one you do for the other. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Life is more fun with a bit of mischief and some sharp wit. I will always remember, the raised eyebrow, the twinkle in her eye and the laugh when she was up to no good. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Recipes are a guidelines and measuring cups matter sometimes…but not always. A bit of this and a bit of that often works. If all else fails, taste. Did you ever see a skinny chef? <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Oh, and don’t ignore spices. There’s no need for boring food. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Handmade gifts are best. They come with the deep love. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>There’s always room at the table for one more. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Family is family and family comes first. Sometimes, I think Grandma loved us so deep she was blind to our flaws (thank goodness) but you will never find a better cheerleader or more fierce defender. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>You will never know unless you try…from foods to new skills to new endeavors and adventures. You never know unless you try.<u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Smile. And stand up straight. Being tall is a gift. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Always say “I love you.” You never know when it’ll be your last chance. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Marriage can and should be forever. It’s work, but it’s good work. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>One stitch at a time. And if it doesn’t work, just back up and start again. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>You are lovely. And loved. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Family, life, happens around the table. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Hard work matters. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Its ok to be a little sentimental about things from time to time. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Stories are meant to be shared and savored. I loved listening to Grandma tell stories.<u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>There are things worth getting upset over and there are things that aren’t. Choose wisely. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Messes can be cleaned up. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Family isn’t just by blood. There’s always room to adopt a few more. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Laugh. <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Pray about everything. God hears and God answers.<u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
<li class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0px 0px 0px 15px;"><span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Each day is a gift. There was never a day that I asked her how she was that she didn’t respond with “thankful that the good Lord has given me another day” or “nothing to complain about. No one wants to hear an old lady complain anyway.” <u></u><u></u></i></span></li>
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<span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Most importantly, she modeled for me how to love God and love people. In every conversation I had with her, our shared faith in our creator came up in some way. She prayed for all her kids, grandkids and great grandkids to know His great love for them in a real and personal way. And she loved deeply, because her love came from Him. <u></u><u></u></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Her legacy and her life is in each one of us. We carry her lessons and her love with us every day. Love you, Grandma. <u></u><u></u></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.5pt;"><i>Love Stacey (Colin, Marissa, Jenae and wee baby Miller)</i></span></div>
Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-54602565211991996662015-06-21T14:50:00.002-06:002015-06-21T14:50:34.995-06:00I'm backI'm back. I want to be. Perhaps I even need to be.<br />
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I have no excuse for my hiatus. I let fear get in the way. I was afraid of a certain situation and a certain someone and so I took a break. This place has never been about added stress for myself or those around me but about expression and peace. When I felt like it had become something different, something other than what it was intended for, I was afraid of where it would go and so I took a pause to examine. I wrote and erased, I wrote and saved for later, but I always paused before pressing "publish." And, like any other habit, once you pause, sometimes it's hard to get going again and it becomes easier to not. Ever tried going to the gym after being gone for a while? Ug. Same principle has applied here for me. </div>
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Now, though, I find I'm being drawn to it. Compelled to write down what's going on in my mind and heart. It helps me process and its good for me to create. Words on paper, black on white, thoughts contained and captured. I need a space to string words and thoughts together. If you choose to join me, welcome. If not, I'm okay with that too. </div>
Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-15522696719155086192014-11-29T15:12:00.000-07:002014-11-29T15:12:37.018-07:00On Being RenewedA year ago, when I prayerfully began asking for <a href="http://spare-parts.blogspot.ca/2014/01/one-word.html">my word for 2014</a>, I realize now I was thinking small. So small. And that God had much bigger, deeper things in store. I was thinking of so many of the difficult circumstances in life that needed change and, truly, God wasn't blind to those painful places. Looking back, though, I think that what God was more interested in was my heart, my soul, my perspective, and my place with Him. <br />
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Like I said, God HAS stepped in to some of those ugly places. Right around Remembrance Day, my husband and I were noting just how far this year has brought us. How different life is this year compared to this time last year. It was mid November last year that he had lost his job. Mine was not much better. We were alienated from both daughters. Finances were tight. We were just taking slow, painfully frightening steps into church community. Our basement was a disaster. The past was pushing into our present with painful perseverance. We had experienced loss after loss after loss and hope was hard to be found. In truth, I felt like I was drowning and wondering where on earth God was in it all. <br />
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This year, we have seen change in some of those circumstances. My wonderful husband has been provided with a new job. One in which he feels respected and challenged, able to provide for us as a family. One of our daughters has returned to us. We're only a few days work away from the basement being finished (we will never, NEVER, renovate again). And, spoiler alert, we have a baby on the way! There is a different feeling of hope this winter season, even though not all of the tough stuff is by any means fixed or "gone."<br />
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Hope is a funny thing. Rarely, if ever, does it come from circumstance. One of the biggest changes for me has been a softening of heart, a renewal of relationship with God and His church that is hard to explain fully but something I am increasingly aware of and thankful for. We have made some choices in that regard. One of them has been returning to church community. I don't know if I have posted yet about how that all came about. Short version is this: summer vacation 2013. Colin and I were on the ferry to Victoria to visit some friends. I was sitting on the deck of the boat watching the beauty of the BC coast pass by and I knew, I just knew, that it was time to go back to church after our season of rest, if that's what its called, or at the very least, of absence. As is his nature, when I spoke to Colin about it, he was truly supportive. I think his words were something to the effect of "I've just been waiting for you. Where do you want to go?" We chose a church close to home (proximity to community is important to us) that we knew had similar values and theology to what is close to our hearts. After a meeting with the pastor to answer some of our questions, we decided to make it home. There was no church shopping for us. It was time to get back into community and this was the place. We were, or at least I was, tentative at first. I think its probably a natural tendency of the broken to be tentative and cautious. For me, this was a step, maybe even a leap, of vulnerability, not just with church and organization and community but with God himself. Let me be clear. This was not just about "going" to church. To me, its been about being open to God's timing and God's plan, which truly is perfect, even when it felt like He had completely and utterly forgotten us. We entered into His community <em>just</em> <em>before</em> crap really hit the fan for us. <br />
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God has been faithful. He has found me in my vulnerability and reluctant obedience and given me what I didn't know I needed - not the renewal of circumstance I expected but a renewal of Spirit. Through the people there He has provided community, friendship, support and encouragement. In the last year He has spoken deeply into my Spirit. He has healed, or at least, is healing, this broken heart of mine. Because of what He has been allowed to do there, more has come. I know I am different, perhaps more whole, than I was a year ago because I have allowed Him to move in me. God has taken my one step of obedience, one tentative step towards what I knew to be true, to change me. He is dragging me, slowly and patiently, out of the darkness I felt like I was in and returning me to the lightness of His spirit. <br />
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He has me doing things I wouldn't have imagined a year ago. Our church does what they call Covenant Community. I suppose you could call it membership. Just recently, my husband and I made the commitment to join community. It wasn't about being "members" for us, about whether we could vote or be on the "in" with decisions. It had very little to do with organizational church of structure to me at all. I felt like it was another important step, a building of an alter if you will, like in the Old Testament when they built alters to mark significant meetings with God. We were saying that we're here. We're not going anywhere. These people will be our family and this place will be our home. We commit to following God together and allowing Him to continue to change and shape our perspective, to continue to provide the hope and renewal He has begun. We will allow Him to use us there, in service, to do what He needs to do. <br />
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An important part of the process was reflecting on and writing down my journey of faith. This was the testimony I gave to the church that day: <br />
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<br /><em>I was practically born into the church. I am the oldest child of a dad who was an elder and founding member of our church, a well known teacher in our small farming community and a farmer and friend to many. My mom was a leader and servant in her own right, an integral part of our church and community. Our church became an extension of my family and I learned early that one of the joys of community is doing life together. Through that family, I learned the stories of the Bible and watched it lived out in real life. It was because of the lessons learned there that I met Jesus early, praying a child’s prayer at around 4 years old, asking Jesus into my life. I had opportunities to serve, to lead and to search out God’s will and gifting for me. </em><br /><em>My faith became real and truly hit home when I was about 9. I remember it clearly. I was at summer camp and the speaker was talking about just how much God loves us. He read John 3:16 and then asked us each to repeat it with him, putting our own name into the verse. “For God so loved Stacey, that He gave his only Son that she should have eternal life.” I knew that that was true and that that was a God I wanted to follow. That message of unconditional love, deep and unending, has been the foundation of my life and faith. </em><br /> <br /><em>It has been my goal to love and to serve Him since. I was baptized in June of 1998, after my first year of Bible College. I went on to get my Religious Education degree and have had the privilege of serving in ministry for almost 15 years, walking closer with Jesus, learning more about who God made me and having the opportunity to journey with so many dear people who were also getting to know Jesus better. Together we learned to love God and love people.</em><br /> <br /><em>In 2010, things began to fall to pieces, making the last 4 years some of the hardest of my life. I have wrestled in my faith, moved out of ministry, struggled with my belief and trust in people and had my self esteem beaten and battered. I have wondered if God is there and wondered if there is anything good left for me. Hope has been hard to find.</em><br /><br /><em>Yet through it all, even though I didn’t always feel it in my heart, two truths that have shaped my life remained: God loves me and He wants us to walk in community. </em><br /> <br /><em>Last July (2013), I knew it was time to return to church. Even though I was afraid and even though I was wounded, I knew that was what God wanted for us. There was something there for us that was important. Our first Sunday was a timid step of obedience. Sunwest has been our home since</em>.<br /> <br /><em>Every year, instead of choosing a New Year’s resolution, I try to prayerfully choose a word. This year’s word has been renew. There are so many aspects of life that have needed (and still need) renewal. We are thankful to have Sunwest as a part of that renewing journey. </em><br /> </div>
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I feel a little bit like I'm rambling and not fully getting to the depths of what God has done....no, is doing. Let me put it this way: I feel like I am slowly climbing out the other side of a dark valley. It's uphill and has changed my perspective. It is hard work but I am not alone. He is walking with me and I'm beginning to see the light glimmering over the horizon at the top. I am learning that He who began a good work in me will follow it through to completion. If all I can is this, that God has not forgotten me, this I know, then I am better than where I was a year ago. Some days, that's what it is...still one fragile, broken step in front of the other, simply knowing I am not forgotten in the mess. Some days its more. Some days I feel like he's closer. Present. And I'm starting to see His movement in life around me again. It's not all sunshine and roses. Some areas are downright nightmarish. God is in those moments too.<br />
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That is a perspective I needed to have renewed. That is where there is hope to be found. There are so many little, circumstantial things that still need to change, so many that I need take responsibility for - habits to restore, mindsets to change, steps to take - but it all seems a little less daunting looking at it from a different perspective (someone remind me of that when I'm a tearful puddle on the floor next week!!). <br />
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Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-63853135378809322732014-07-29T09:50:00.001-06:002014-07-29T09:54:06.293-06:00The Life Aquatic :: Donkey's Day at the PoolIt's recreation. You'd think it would be fun, and some days it is, but usually it's 29.9 degrees, 79 percent humidity, grumpy people and, well, work.<br />
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Donkey came to the pool. The girls took one look at him and were convinced that I have a fabulous ass. We spent all day chasing that ass around the pool, making bad jokes.<br />
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Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-279227681262523572014-05-06T10:16:00.002-06:002014-05-06T10:16:59.159-06:00To Love and Be Loved<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>**This post was written last October but, for a number of reasons, tucked away. Today I found it and decided to post it. ** </i></span><br />
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Have you ever had that moment where something new and different - perhaps a new place, or a new group of people - bring you back to exactly where you began? I had one of those today. My sweet husband and I are embarking on a journey <i>back</i> to church community. For so many reasons, it is a journey back and while it is in so many ways old and comfortable and home and same and about obedience, it is still new and different and a little bit frightening. It is indeed a journey back.<br />
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That Sunday, participating as a part of this new community, I was reminded of one question. A question that drove me through my degree and the classes I took at the masters' level. The question that influences me in my day to day interactions. The question that for so long, took over the reading I did and the things I discussed with other church leaders. This one question motivated the lessons I planned and the way I taught my leaders in my different leadership and ministry roles. It was the foundation for the way I recruited. It, in many ways, shaped how (and why) we began this journey back to church.<br />
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What does it look like to live with a spirit transformed by Jesus?<br />
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I've come to the place where I sum it up like this, the way that Jesus did: to love God and to love people. I know I've said it before in my musing: the love that Jesus is talking about is active and all consuming. It changes how we think and live and move. It informs all things. Or at least it should.<br />
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See, living like Jesus can't be just about believing in him. In the message that Sunday, we were reminded of the scriptures teaching that even the demons, if Satan himself, <i>believe</i> in Jesus. They know he exists. They know he is real. They know he is the savior of the world and that he sacrificed himself. <br />
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But they don't live lives that are changed.<br />
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They don't follow him.<br />
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They don't love him.<br />
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And if we truly love Jesus and realize that he loves us, we can't help but live lives that are loving. We can't help but be transformed from the inside out. See, then it's not our actions that make us followers of Jesus. It's our hearts. And it's because our hearts are following Jesus that our actions change. <br />
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<br />Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-58176738232436339492014-05-06T10:00:00.002-06:002014-05-06T10:00:36.927-06:00Round 2I've decided it's unlikely I'll have time to post an extended review on the playoffs - I've barely even been able to catch a game thanks to this crazy shift I'm working (working nights is hard on life). That said, I still have my four picks ready to go.<br />
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Eastern Conference<br />
Boston over Montreal - I hate to say it. Loathe, really. I hope Carey Price can steal the series but, barring that, I still have to pick Boston.<br />
Pittsburgh over New York - again, don't really like it, but here we are. It seems I'm all about the goaltenders this season - Lundquist could be the New York solution to Pittsburgh but I'm still not convinced.<br />
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Western Conference<br />
Chicago over Minnesota - Have I mentioned I hate Chicago? And yet....<br />
LA over Anaheim - This is the only series that I'd be pleased to see my pick actually win! <br />
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So there you have it. Time will tell. Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-34490993305007360792014-04-20T17:51:00.004-06:002014-04-20T17:51:38.352-06:00Current Read - April 20, 2014It has been a long time since I've written one of these. I've certainly spent more time hiding myself in the stories of others than writing my own. For a season, I'm convinced, that's okay. The truth is, I have had so much in my head, so much in my heart, but it hasn't felt like the time or the place to pour it all out. It's like Thumper was taught by his momma, "If you haven't got anything nice to say, don't say anything at all." And I haven't. So I haven't.<br />
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But today, on a day to celebrate newness and life and restoration, it seems like this is a good, safe place to start.<br />
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So stories. I have read piles and piles of stories. Words written on paper and giving rest and, at times, escape.<br />
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I have read (from most recent to oldest):<br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Happier-Home-Days-Years-Short/dp/0385670842/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033234&sr=8-1&keywords=happier+at+home">Happier at Home: How I Learned to Pay Attention, Cram My Day with What I Love, Hold More Tightly, Embrace Here, and Remember Now, Gretchen Rubin</a> - A continuation on her first project, it's more of Gretchen's story on how to live life, in the context one finds themselves in, seeing the beauty, the fun and the happiness there is to be found. The fun thing is, while I wouldn't choose to do all of the same things - some are certainly applicable and resonate - the truth is, her search is inspiring. Who couldn't use a bit more happiness at home? <br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Help-Kathryn-Stockett/dp/0425232204/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033277&sr=8-1&keywords=the+help">The Help, Kathyrn Stockett </a>- My confession is that I didn't think I would like this one. I don't normally get all into the "drama" category. Not often anyway. I read it more out of curiosity. It's been on the best seller list forever. My friends that read all seemed to enjoy it. Book clubs have devoured it. A movie has been made out of it. And with good reason. It's unique and honest. The characters are real and loveable - well, at least most of them..the rest you just love to hate - diving into the issue of black versus white and white versus black, people with differences on the outside but all the same hopes, dreams, fears and frustrations on the inside yet still coming at them from very different perspectives.<br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Cress-Marissa-Meyer/dp/0312642970/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033309&sr=8-1&keywords=cress">Cress - Marissa Meyer</a> - The third in the trilogy. Fun to the end. So fun. If you like that sort of thing. Which I do. <br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Percy-Jackson-pbk-5-book-boxed/dp/1423136802/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033344&sr=8-1&keywords=percy+jackson">Percy Jackson and the Olympians (books 1-5), Rick Riordan</a> (oh, and I watched the movie adaption of Sea of Monsters. It was actually pretty good. For a movie based on a young adult fiction. But then again, we liked the first one, The Lightning Thief, in this house too.)<br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Happiness-Project-Gretchen-Rubin/dp/1554682800/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033393&sr=8-1&keywords=happiness+project">The Happiness Project: Or Why I spent a Year Trying to Sing in the Morning, Clean My Closets, Fight Right, Read Aristotle and Generally Have More Fun, Gretchen Rubin</a> <br />
A project to find more happiness. You know what I liked the most? It's not like so much of this type of thing in society. She was not in crisis of any sort, in fact, life was good. It wasn't about being a victim but about building a "bank" of sorts, a series of habits to rely on, so that if life were to get tough, like it often does, she would be prepared to face it. It wasn't about being a victim and expecting someone or something else to the work of "making" her happy. It wasn't about having more or getting more or having to make big changes to the context (like move) in order to be happy. What it was, was about finding the moments of brightness, of happiness, within her already there life and enjoying them. Like stopping to smell the roses. Making the choice. Taking responsibility for her own happiness. Making the choice to be happy with who she is and what she has. What a novel concept. And yet oh, so needed, and so deeply refreshing. I feel like this is one that I'll likely read more than once.<br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Crossed-Ally-Condie/dp/0142421715/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033436&sr=8-1&keywords=crossed">Crossed - Ally Condie</a><br />
The first book in the series, while young feeling, caught my attention enough to bring me into the pages of the second one. It picked up right where the first one left off except that now, instead of just questioning the existing structure, Cassia, the main character, chooses to leave what she knows in search of a new future, new adventure and possibly even a new society. And now, that I'm two thirds into the story, I may just have to pick up the third book. <br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Matched-Ally-Condie/dp/014241977X/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033504&sr=8-1&keywords=matched">Matched - Ally Condie</a><i> -They</i> choose when and who you marry. <i>They</i> choose who you die. <i>They</i> choose what you eat and where you work and what you study. <i>They</i>. And everyone goes along with it. But what if something changes that causes someone with a bright future to question whether <i>they</i> should or whether <i>they</i> really know what they're doing? Another utopian, challenge the regime book, in the wake of young adult fiction books like Divergent but, unfortunately, this one comes off being a bit younger feeling than the others. I can't quite put my finger on why. <br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Greatest-Gift-Unwrapping-Story-Christmas/dp/1414387083/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033538&sr=8-1&keywords=greatest+gift">The Greatest Gift: Unwrapping the full love of Story of Christmas, Ann Voskamp</a> - Sometimes the holiday season gets so full and busy that it's hard to see the truth of Jesus in the midst of it all. Voskamp's devotional focuses on the truth of the manger and how it ties through to the prophecies of the old Testament. It sounds so dry when I say it like that but the style of it is such that it comes alive and makes it beautiful. True. Even holy. I think this might be a part of our household holiday traditions. <br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Tale-Three-Kings-Gene-Edwards/dp/0842369082/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033577&sr=8-1&keywords=tale+of+three+kings">A Tale of Three Kings - Gene Edwards</a> - A sweet friend who knows much of our story over the last couple years recommended this one. Actually, she insisted that I had to read it in light of everything. Then one of the pastors I shared life and ministry with at Journey told me the same thing. Two people I respect, trust and know me well so read it I did. And I'm glad. Solomon. David. Absalom. Three kings with different stories but all needing grace and forgiveness and hope. What struck me most profoundly was the message of hurt, loss and betrayal experienced, at the hands of other believers and how each character dealt with it differently. Hurt, loss and betrayal are emotions I know well and even just knowing that there is enough truth to them to write a book made me feel a little less alone and, in company, brings hope. <br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Scarlet-Lunar-Chronicles-Book-2/dp/0312642962/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033632&sr=8-1&keywords=scarlet">Scarlet - Marissa Meyer </a>-The first book in the series, Cinder, took to space and political crisis the story of Cinderella, twisting it into something unique and different but strangely similar. Scarlet brings to life the little red riding hood and the big bad wolf. And then the two characters collide in the midst of political breakdown, potential global takeover, and the threat of war. The only problem I had with this one was that when I finished the last page, I didn't the third and last book waiting for me to start. <br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Infernal-Devices-Clockwork-Prince-Princess/dp/1442483725/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1398033679&sr=8-1&keywords=infernal+devices">The Infernal Devices (books 1-3), Cassandra Clare </a>- I think I liked these better than the Mortal Instruments. Set approximately three generations before the events of the Mortal Instruments, it prefaces the stories of the other series and yet still tells its own, full of battle, suspicion and magic. <br />
<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Allegiant-Veronica-Roth/dp/006202406X/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1398033715&sr=1-1&keywords=allegiant"><br /></a>
<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Allegiant-Veronica-Roth/dp/006202406X/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1398033715&sr=1-1&keywords=allegiant">Allegiant, Veronica Roth</a> - I don't know if I've ever been as angry at a book as I was at this one. Seriously. With each page approaching the end hoping I kept hoping it wasn't going to end the way I feared, and, when it did, I threw it one the floor. Really. But I don't want to ruin the fun for the rest of you reading through the series. Enjoy. <br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/City-Lost-Souls-Cassandra-Clare/dp/1442416874/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1398033747&sr=1-1&keywords=city+of+lost+souls">City of Lost Souls, Cassandra Clare</a><br />
The story of the shadowhunters, full of love, loyalty, betrayal, fear, sacrifice and family continues. Husband has lost interest, I think. Too much teenage angst, perhaps? And he's probably right. The story has probably been drug out one book too long but I need to see it through to the end. It's just the way I am. The story gets bigger, the characters take on a little bit more and I just have to know. I want to find out where it goes and, in the battle of good and evil, who will actually win. Because that's what it's about, isn't it? Good and evil? Love and hate? Hope and fear? Loyalty and betrayal? Somewhere, deep down, we're wired to hope that good can and will overcome. Always. So there's one more book to wrap the story up. Thinking I might pre-order. Sometimes a girl has to do what a girl has to do. <br />
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I feel like I'm missing a few but I can't remember what I'm forgetting. I suppose it wouldn't be forgetting if I could. That's the thing about forgetting. <br />
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Now there's this one. My current read:<br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.ca/Fall-Giants-Book-Century-Trilogy/dp/0451232852/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1398033776&sr=1-1&keywords=fall+of+giants">Fall of Giants, Ken Follett</a><br />
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I loved the last Follett books that I read. I also enjoyed that my dad recommended them to me. So when he told me about these, I couldn't help but hunt them out. Spanning the stories of families over generations through some of the biggest global confrontations in history, the Century Trilogy combines historical truth and fantastic, gripping fiction...and I'm barely a third of the way into the first book. It's a big book. A really big book. Even so, I've already encountered Welsh coal miners, German spies, American ambassadors, Russian plant workers, police and peasants and English royalty. I think this one's going to be good. <br />
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<br />Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-32899157708601214052014-04-17T12:49:00.001-06:002014-04-17T13:00:29.307-06:00Round 1 PicksFor the last several years, I've been posting my picks for each round and my thoughts on the match ups. This season I'm a little bit behind. My days since the round was finalized have been full - I think work is taking it's toll and getting more than just the best of me. Regardless, here's a quick look at the teams I choose. If I can, later this week, I'll expand. But, for now, I choose:<br />
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<u><b>Eastern Conference</b></u><br />
Pittsburgh over Columbus<br />
New York over Philadelphia<br />
Boston over Detroit<br />
Montreal over Tampa Bay <br />
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And, with slightly less confidence, and I hate to admit that, I choose: <br />
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<u><b>Western Conference</b></u> (the West, in my opinion, is way harder than the East!)<br />
Dallas over Anaheim<br />
St. Louise over Chicago<br />
Colorado over Minnesota<br />
LA over San Jose <br />
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<br />Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-17720963940311908102014-02-18T09:56:00.002-07:002014-02-18T10:03:07.254-07:00#wearewinterI read an article this morning about how Gary Bettman is "not thinking about" NHL players playing in the Olympics in 2018. It was a silly article but then again, it simply matches my opinion of the public nature of the commissioner.<br />
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What burned my bottom was the barrage of comments that followed the article. Hundreds of people weighing in on whether NHL players should, indeed, be allowed to play hockey at the Olympics. People are allowed their opinion on the issue. Fine. What got me, was the amount of people that, in the mindset of keeping the NHLers out of the Olympics, spoke of the games as being a competition intended for the amateur athlete.<br />
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Burns my bottom!<br />
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Here's the thing. I love the Olympic games. I love the surge of patriotism that unites the country for those few short weeks. From the opening to closing ceremonies, I have goosebumps. I admit to tearing up in the midst of the stories of great victories, golden or otherwise. I surge with pride when it comes to stories like the one that circulated about our <a href="http://www.theglobeandmail.com/sports/olympics/canadian-ski-coach-plays-good-samaritan-to-fallen-russian/article16800279/">Canadian ski coach</a> who jumped on the track to help a Russian competitor. I'm on the edge of my seat for ice dancers and bob sledders and speed skaters and curlers. I'm amazed by the speed (or airtime!) of our skiers, the finesse of our slopestyle athletes, the bravery of our skeleton sliders. They amaze me. #wearewinter<br />
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All that said, there's no one in our house denying that hockey is the sport that has our attention. If hockey is on, we'll catch replays of the others. We cheer on our men and women's teams with a fervor that the other events just don't receive. We won't be happy with less than double gold for our men's and women's teams. I admit it.<br />
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So back to where I started: NHL players in the Olympics and the games being for the amateur athlete.<br />
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Simply put, let's have the best of the best in <i><b>EVERY</b></i> sport representing their countries. <b><i>That</i></b>, to me, is the intention of the games. If that's NHL players, so be it. A two week break is not that big a deal for the league and a certain level of patriotism and "playing nice" with the rest of the world might just go a long way in actually aiding the cause of the business men behind it.<br />
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Here's where I get angry and defensive though. The games are NOT for amateurs. To say so takes away from the incredible athleticism and character of individuals competing. Of all of them. These people are class act. <a href="http://www.businessinsider.com/dario-cologna-peru-roberto-carcelen-finish-line-2014-2">A gold medalist cross country skier waits 28 minutes for the last place athlete to finish and congratulates him</a> ? That seems pretty professional to me. Or what about <i><b>ALL</b></i> the athletes who make this their life's work and goal, sacrificing so much in pursuit of their dream? They live and breathe this stuff. They train. They compete throughout the year. They compete through injuries that would absolutely take out the rest of us. They work to make themselves better. They may not be on national television with kids across the country wearing their name on their back or have agents working on multi-million dollar contracts but they are professionals in their own right.. more "professional" in character and in the way they represent their sport than what I've seen from a few NHL players out there. Professional speed skaters. Professional skiers and snowboarders. Professional bobsledders. Professional figure skaters. Professional curlers. Professional hockey players.<br />
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Perhaps we need to reconsider how we define "professional" but, for now, its enough for me to recognize that these athletes are good. They are the best we have. And they should all have the honor of using that skill and dedication to represent their countries at the games. <br />
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Perhaps if we acknowledge the professionalism of sport for what it is in the other endeavors and supported our athletes accordingly, we'd see an even greater level of success and achievement by our athletes on the world stage. The other countries wouldn't stand a chance! <br />
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I'm proud of our athletes. I'm proud of what they've achieved so far. Yes, Team Canada, indeed #wearewinter<br />
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<br />Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-33785680795632862772014-01-05T18:11:00.000-07:002014-01-05T18:11:12.353-07:00Quoted :: Philip Yancey, Tim Keller, Max Lucado, G.K Chesterton and St. Augustine (a belated Christmas post)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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“Yet as I read the birth stories about Jesus I cannot help but conclude
that though the world may be tilted toward the rich and powerful, God is
tilted toward the underdog.” <a class="profileLink" data-hovercard="/ajax/hovercard/page.php?id=118057118238780" href="https://www.facebook.com/PhilipYancey">Philip Yancey</a><br />
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"Christmas shows us that God is not just concerned about spiritual problems but physical problems too...because Jesus Himself is not just a spirit but also has a body, the gift of Christmas is a passion for justice." Tim Keller<br />
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"He came, not as a flash of light or as an unapproachable conqueror, but as one whose first cries were heard by a peasant girl and a sleepy carpenter. God tapped humanity on its collective shoulder. 'Pardon me, ' he said, and eternity interrupted time, divinity interrupted carnality, and heaven interrupted the earth in the form of a baby. Christianity was born in one big heavenly interruption." Max Lucado <br />
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"Christmas is built upon a beautiful and intentional paradox; that the birth of the homeless should be celebrated in every home."<br />
G.K. Chesterton<br />
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"He was created of a mother whom He created. He was carried by hands that He formed. He cried in a manger in wordless infancy. He, the Word, without whom all human eloquence is mute." St. AugustineStacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-31376939281635776342014-01-05T17:57:00.002-07:002014-01-05T17:59:09.715-07:00One Word Last year was the first year that I joined some of my favourite bloggers in choosing a word (check out the movement - yes, it's actually a movement - at <a href="http://oneword365.com/">oneword365</a>. It's pretty cool), instead of resolutions, to define the new year. The idea struck me as brilliant, really. A compromise between the a-type, goal setting personality part of me and the part of me that recognizes the wisdom of bigger picture themes and mindsets. The part of me that needs more grace than {failed} resolutions seem to allow for.<br />
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When I chose the word <a href="http://spare-parts.blogspot.ca/2013/01/happy-new-year.html">thrive</a>,
I had no idea how much that would change and shape my thoughts and
perspectives...and how much I would need that. 2012 had been a
difficult year. A year I felt that I simply trudged through and
survived. I entered 2013 wanting something more than mere survival. I
wanted to <i>thrive</i>. It’s amazing how one word can conjure up such
deep, rich images. I saw rich, green plants coming out of parched earth,
sipping up the water and reaching for the sunlight, growing, stretching
and thriving, even in some of the harshest of conditions. In my mind’s
eye, the pictures are optimistic, hopeful and alive. Little did I know
how much I would need that kind of optimism. Little did I know what life
would throw at us.<br />
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The truth is, in hindsight, our year was marked by loss.<br />
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Loss of my grandfather.<br />
Loss of relationship with my husband’s children...who by choice, in my heart, are our children.<br />
Loss of my sweet husband’s job.<br />
Loss of health and subsequential loss of dietary freedom and some food favourites.<br />
Loss of financial security...through some things truly out of our control.<br />
Loss of stability.<br />
Loss of the illusion of control...it truly is only an illusion, isn’t it?<br />
Loss of hope...almost...but not quite.<br />
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I know that's the not the complete list either. We all know what's under the tip of the iceberg, right?<br />
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It was the kind of year that could almost make you want to curl up on the floor in a ball...to turtle. <br />
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And still, it seems, at least, that we have done more than survive. We have grown, we have changed, we have been formed by the curve balls of life and our reactions to them, we have made (or at least tried to make) wise decisions, and we have kept the big picture in mind. We tried to keep our eyes looking up and ahead. We have made the intentional choice to look for the things that are good, the gifts we have been given, and we have held on to each other. We have attempted to thrive in an environment that was certainly not conducive to it. From the outside, it may have looked a lot like survival but, somehow, from the inside, it felt different.<br />
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That said, I have never felt so ready for the turning of a new year. I am glad to be rid of 2013. Something in me breathed a sigh of relief when the clock struck 12 on New Year’s Eve. Out with the old and in with the new. There was something tangible to a new year this year that I have never felt before. This year can, and will, be different.<br />
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Now it’s January 5 and I find myself still prayerfully musing over what word to choose for 2014. Something to capture what I hope for, to capture the message that New Year’s sigh conveyed.<br />
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I’m ready for a new thing. I’m ready for peace and quiet and rest. I’m ready to <b>renew</b> and be renewed.<br />
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Do you feel that? <b>Renew</b>?<br />
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The sigh echoes in my soul with that one word and I know it speaks deep and true.<br />
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There’s an image of green again for me with that one word. Or perhaps of a turning from brown to green. I remember as kid on the farm, we looked forward to the harvest. That was the goal of each season of planting and tending...the harvest...and so it seemed to defy reason to put a field into summer fallow. Into rest. Out of production. And yet there is the wisdom of the ages, of biblical truth, even, in that practice. To continue to plant in the same land over and over would deplete the land of the moisture and nutrients it needs to be productive. The energy and resources diminish with each crop that is grown. Giving it a season off allows it to be refreshed. It also allows for additional time for residue from previous crops to break down and replenish the soil, bringing back nutrients so desperately needed for subsequent crops. In short, it allows the ground to heal...to <i>renew</i>. <br />
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Part of me feels some fear in front loading a year with expectation after what seems like so many difficult ones. Like maybe, even though it's not a list of resolutions, I'm setting myself up for disappointment. Then I think of last year and how much the perspective change of one word changed <i>me</i> and I know it's good. I think of how much I long for a chance for a full stop, a moment to take a deep breath, to pull us back together and start again, one baby step in front of another. To start fresh. I think of how much I <i><b>need...NEED...</b></i> to be refilled. I feel like there is not an ounce of energy or emotional reserve left to deal with any more crisis, change or loss. I feel dried out, burned out and exhausted. There are so few tears left to be cried. Old habits, positive habits, long forgotten need to be restored. Like the fields, I need to be renewed before any sort of fruitfulness can occur. Perhaps, then, it is need producing hope. It's the words of scripture, like God's promises about sabbath for everything from the land to slaves to entire communities (you know, it's probably been 6 years of "hard" for both of us in this house...hmm...time for Sabbath, you suppose?) that come to mind and bring confidence.<br />
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It's another image, of prophecy, that allows my soul to sigh deep and long again and allows the hope of my one word to settle. Of dry bones restored. <br />
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<i><span class="text Ezek-37-1">The hand of the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span> was on me, and he brought me out by the Spirit of the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span> and set me in the middle of a valley; it was full of bones.</span> <span class="text Ezek-37-2" id="en-NIV-21400">He led me back and forth among them, and I saw a great many bones on the floor of the valley, bones that were very dry.</span> <span class="text Ezek-37-3" id="en-NIV-21401">He asked me, “Son of man, can these bones live?”</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="text Ezek-37-3">I said, “Sovereign <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span>, you alone know.”</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="text Ezek-37-4" id="en-NIV-21402">Then he said to me, “Prophesy to these bones and say to them, ‘Dry bones, hear the word of the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span>!</span> <span class="text Ezek-37-5" id="en-NIV-21403">This is what the Sovereign <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span> says to these bones: I will make breath<sup> </sup>enter you, and you will come to life.</span> <span class="text Ezek-37-6" id="en-NIV-21404">I
will attach tendons to you and make flesh come upon you and cover you
with skin; I will put breath in you, and you will come to life. Then you
will know that I am the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span>.’”</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="text Ezek-37-7" id="en-NIV-21405">So
I prophesied as I was commanded. And as I was prophesying, there was a
noise, a rattling sound, and the bones came together, bone to bone.</span> <span class="text Ezek-37-8" id="en-NIV-21406">I looked, and tendons and flesh appeared on them and skin covered them, but there was no breath in them.</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="text Ezek-37-9" id="en-NIV-21407">Then he said to me, “Prophesy to the breath; prophesy, son of man, and say to it, ‘This is what the Sovereign <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span> says: Come, breath, from the four winds and breathe into these slain, that they may live.’”</span> <span class="text Ezek-37-10" id="en-NIV-21408">So I prophesied as he commanded me, and breath entered them; they came to life and stood up on their feet—a vast army.</span></i></div>
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<i><span class="text Ezek-37-11" id="en-NIV-21409">Then
he said to me: “Son of man, these bones are the people of Israel. They
say, ‘Our bones are dried up and our hope is gone; we are cut off.’</span> <span class="text Ezek-37-12" id="en-NIV-21410">Therefore prophesy and say to them: ‘This is what the Sovereign <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span> says: My people, I am going to open your graves and bring you up from them; I will bring you back to the land of Israel.</span> <span class="text Ezek-37-13" id="en-NIV-21411">Then you, my people, will know that I am the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span>, when I open your graves and bring you up from them.</span> <span class="text Ezek-37-14" id="en-NIV-21412">I will put my Spirit in you and you will live, and I will settle you in your own land. Then you will know that I the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span> have spoken, and I have done it, declares the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span>.’"</span><span class="text Ezek-37-14" id="en-NIV-21412"> </span> </i></div>
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And so it is that these dry bones can be filled by the Spirit, hope can be restored and a life scarred by change and loss can be renewed. I know it to be true.<br />
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It's not just blind hope, waiting for something to be done <i>to</i> me or <i>for</i> me. Already the beginnings of some tangible things are taking shape. Small things, but a start, none the less. <br />
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Welcome to 2014.<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>*<span class="text Lev-25-1"><span class="chapternum">Leviticus 25:1-5 </span>The <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span> said to Moses at Mount Sinai,</span> <span class="text Lev-25-2" id="en-NIV-3472"><sup class="versenum"> </sup>“Speak
to the Israelites and say to them: ‘When you enter the land I am going
to give you, the land itself must observe a sabbath to the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span>.</span> <span class="text Lev-25-3" id="en-NIV-3473"><sup class="versenum"> </sup>For six years sow your fields, and for six years prune your vineyards and gather their crops.</span> <span class="text Lev-25-4" id="en-NIV-3474"><sup class="versenum"> </sup>But in the seventh year the land is to have a year of sabbath rest, a sabbath to the <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span>. Do not sow your fields or prune your vineyards.</span> <span class="text Lev-25-5" id="en-NIV-3475"><sup class="versenum"> </sup>Do not reap what grows of itself or harvest the grapes of your untended vines. The land is to have a year of rest</span></i><script async="" src="//assets.pinterest.com/js/pinit.js" type="text/javascript"></script></span>Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-3017001072401397752013-12-24T14:59:00.002-07:002014-01-05T17:59:53.947-07:00O Come, O Come...Emmanuel, God with Us. <span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><br /></span>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;">So here we are. It’s
Christmas Eve. How on earth did that happen?! Somehow, in my mind, it
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;">As the season has seemingly snuck up on me, the typical season’s
greeting, “Are you ready for Christmas?”, (synonymous with “how are
you?” during the holidays, it seems), has actually caused me pause. This
year, more than any other, I <i>don</i>’t feel ready
for Christmas. </span></div>
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I’m not ready with gifts.</div>
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I’m not ready with baking.</div>
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I’m not ready with decorations, with tinsel, with trees, with wrapping and bows. </div>
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I’m not ready with Christmas parties and egg nog or celebration. </div>
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I’m not ready with Christmas music. </div>
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I’m not ready with “Joy to the world...”</div>
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But as I reflect, I realize that I am ready for “…the Lord has
come.” I am ready for his presence to descend into the mess of busyness
and heartbreak and loss. I’m ready for Emmanuel, God with us. And maybe,
just maybe, there’s room for that in this holiday,
the way that Israel was waiting for a king, a savior, a redeemer, to
enter into their mess and bring light and life and joy. Because I am
ready for “peace on earth, “all is calm, all is bright,” and a bit of
“silent night.” For that I am ready. </div>
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Praying that this Christmas brings peace and joy and new life into this new year. </div>
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O Come, O Come, Emmanuel. </div>
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God with us. </div>
</span>Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-28975392853089731112013-11-28T20:37:00.000-07:002013-11-28T20:37:09.335-07:00Photograpy :: Alana's Cake Smash<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
Now that's the way to spend the afternoon!! Not only did I get to spend some time with great friends, but we got to play...in cake! Alana was a great sport, motivated and encouraged on by her big brother. Hope her mommy likes the shots. Here's a sneak peak! </div>
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<br />Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-84310451613970967202013-10-03T21:58:00.002-06:002013-10-03T21:58:30.243-06:00Quoted :: Tolkien, Lewis, Chambers, and Idleman"Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens." J.R.R. Tolkien<br />
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"If I find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy, the only logical explanation is that I was made for another world." C.S.Lewis<br />
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"It never cost a disciple anything to follow Jesus; to talk about cost when you are in love with anyone is an insult." Oswald Chambers <br />
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"Following Jesus isn't something you can do at night where no one notices. It's a 24-hour a day commitment that will interfere with your life. That's not the small print - that's a guarantee." Kyle Idleman<br />
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<br />Stacey Sparshu Millerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14847197305925978897noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24501005.post-52633458803329688902013-10-03T21:52:00.003-06:002013-10-03T21:52:31.403-06:00Holiness, not HappinessAs I wrestle with the <a href="http://www.christianitytoday.com/women/2013/september/psychology-of-happiness.html">psychology of happiness</a> as embodied in an<a href="http://spare-parts.blogspot.ca/2013/09/entitlement-hurts.html"> entitlement</a> culture as well as my own <a href="http://spare-parts.blogspot.ca/2013/01/happy-new-year.html">frustration, discouragement and exhaustion</a>, an image like this draws me back to what's important and I like it.<br />
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Happiness is easier to pursue, it is initially more satisfying when (and if) you can nail it down and it is certainly rewarded and encouraged by the world we live in but holiness...holiness, or even the pursuit of it, now that, so it would seem, is where true joy (and, ironically, true happiness) is found. <br />
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